Meeting new neighbors in our new neighborhood has brought out some of my old insecurities. I keep finding myself wondering if I am doing / saying the right things and wanting the neighbors to like me. I can't remember caring this much about what people think in years!? I must be regressing - hopefully it is temporary.
The other day Chase literally invited himself over to someones house and I found myself happily drinking wine and enjoying the random get together. Upon returning home I started to over think things and I started wondering if such an unplanned visit was welcome.
I hope these feelings go away soon - I much prefer my typical "if they don't like me oh well I can't please everyone" attitude.
3 weeks ago